Author: Ace Fury

  • On the Banality of Supremacy

    There is a hierarchy to racist ideology. The lower tiers are things like unconscious bias and the tacit acceptance of (or indifference towards) systemically-racist laws and policies. The higher tiers progress through stereotypes and tropes, active enforcement of (or support for) systemic racism, belief in physiological pseudoscience, and, ultimately, the overt promotion of cultural or genetic supremacy.

    Every tier is obviously harmful, and the higher tiers are obviously built on the foundations of the lower tiers… there is a well-documented recruitment pipeline for disaffected youth from goofy edgelord memes to extremist ideology. But much of the “justification” for the lower tiers can be tied to an immediacy of material conditions… people are made to believe that their own poverty or lack of opportunity is caused by minorities on welfare, or “affirmative action” or DEI, or the buzzword du jour. These people will generally argue that “they’re not racist, buuuuut” they are against any group getting an unfair advantage, while remaining ignorant to the countless advantages afforded to them by their own ethnicity or nationality. The argument that racism is a tool of the capitalist to keep the lower classes fighting amongst ourselves is as true as ever.

    Again, this is obviously wrong and harmful, but it is at least understandable. However misguided and misinformed, the impulse to provide for and to protect yourself and your immediate community against some invading “other” is a coherent and logical stance. If you believe immigrants are stealing your jobs or are making neighborhoods unsafe, or that minorities are getting opportunities while being less qualified, it makes sense that you’d harbor resentment or even hate against those groups.

    Similarly, if you benefit from the institutional racism that provides you with less fear of law enforcement and more chances of getting a bank loan, it’s not surprising that you don’t feel passionately about these grave injustices or feel compelled to act against your own interests in our ruthless, competitive society.

    But as you move up this pyramid of hate, the motivation becomes increasingly absurd. To be actively racist at an ideological level is a pitiful way to live your life. To think that there actually even is some coherent lineage of race or culture is pure fantasy. Even if there is such a thing (and I will reiterate: there isn’t), to devote your life to feeling hatred and anger towards people with slightly different cosmetic morphology is such a waste of energy, especially when their existence doesn’t materially impact you. If you’re some middle-class dipshit throwing sig heils on social media as some form of “virtue” signaling or “pick me” pandering… what are you trying to accomplish? I’ve honestly tried but I just cannot imagine how miserable your existence must be, to be so filled with hate and anger that you try to celebrate it and make it your identity and your tribe.

    You fancy yourself a warrior, but you’re fighting a war of your own creation. There is no culture to be preserved, no genetic purity that is meaningfully superior in any measurable way. You can logically choose to concern yourself with the future fate of your nuclear family– your children and grandchildren– as some biological imperitive to propagate your genes, or with humanity as a whole– the health and prosperity of the human race– as a gesture of love and connectedness; anything in between makes absolutely zero sense. You’re picking an arbitrary side in a meaningless war and fighting for something that has no measurable consequence to you.

    What does it matter to you what the dominant culture or “ethnicity” is in two hundred years? You’ll be long dead, and your descendants will be subject to so many unforeseeable variables that you’re doing nothing to ensure their success; if anything, you’re perpetuating a war that they will have to continue to fight. Wouldn’t you be serving them better if you fought to stop the war completely? Wouldn’t you be ensuring greater long-term genetic success if you left them a habitable and healthy planet, rather than worrying about *checks notes* what skin color the ruling class has?

    We live in a world of endless possibilities, and as far as we know we only get this single, brief period of time on this planet. How tragic it is that some of us choose to spend this time in a state of constant anger and manufactured hate.

  • On the Morality of Abandonment

    Although the Savior Self has avowed to remain “apolitical” in our discussions, politics are an inescapable part of life. We are currently watching numerous atrocities unfold around the world, from ongoing genocides to bloody wars, to the de facto rise of overt fascism in the United States. Of course, the United States has played a role in these other worldwide atrocities for countless years, long before the current regime. We have inflicted immeasurable pain, suffering, and devastation across foreign lands since before we were even a country, from slave trades to indigenous genocides to military imperialism to economic imperialism to CIA coups to wars of terror and drone strikes.

    America has, since its inception, been a shameful country that falls far short of the lofty rhetoric of the Founding Fathers. That our heinous crimes have been tolerated by more civilized countries (many of whom have blood on their own hands, make no mistake) is equally shameful.

    Now, we are once again watching the atrocities unfold on our own soil. No longer are these crimes against humanity being perpetrated in faraway lands with plausible deniability or limited media coverage. They are happening here, every day, with multiple camera angles capturing the complete descent into a police state where masked, armed thugs kidnap people— including American citizens— and disappear them with no due process and no consequences. It is not one or two; it is now easily hundreds of these occurrences and the pace of these events is increasing every day. They can no longer claim that it is an accident; this is by design.

    Every single day that this is allowed to continue is another step towards the same evil that occurred in Nazi Germany. What could once be dismissed as alarmist overreaction is now happening, and it is indisputable for anyone that cares to look for it.

    As we wrote in On Pacifism, Passivism, and Militancy, it is no longer enough to abandon this system, if abandonment is even possible anymore. Fascists do not leave much space for anarchists, after all.

    But even if it was possible to ignore these horrors and exclude ourselves from the system, it is not enough to do so. By whatever definition of morality you have, we must directly oppose what is happening now:

    • If you believe in democracy, you must stand up and defend the rule of law and due process
    • If you believe in liberty, you cannot allow this militarized police state to grow
    • If you believe in America’s superiority, you must oppose these Gestapo-like tactics
    • If you are Christian… hoo boy, you should be against everything that is happening right now
    • If you are a humanist, you must fight to reduce the needless human suffering that is being perpetrated
    • If you only care about yourself and/or your loved ones, you must still fight what is happening because you will not be spared. History has shown, time and again, that even those on the side of fascism are eventually exterminated out of paranoia, purity tests, or any of a dozen other reasons.

    Morality demands this. Any morality. What is happening now cannot be tolerated. Every day that we go about our lives and gasp in horror, the horror only grows. Every day that we plot to leave this country and seek asylum elsewhere, the moral strength of this country shrinks. Every day that we look to our feckless elected officials to magically fix this for us, they remain complicit and more and more people have their lives ruined, their children traumatized.

    It is no longer enough to abandon this system. It is not enough to condone it while remaining uninvolved. We must tear it down. By any means necessary.

  • Kill Your Self

    Buddhism’s ultimate goal is the dissolution of self; enlightenment is achieved when we realize that we are nothing and everything at the same time, a fragment of the infinite that is temporarily having a subjective experience in linear time before shedding our flawed meat husks and returning to the æther.

    In practice, this means devoting our full attention to the present moment rather than reminiscing or dwelling on the past or planning for the future. Meditation is the purest expression of this; a meditator attempts to silence their mind and simply exist, either free of thought or at least focused on a single thought or prayer. It is the elimination of the unnecessary.

    If you have ever tried to meditate, you know that this is a dreadfully difficult task. Even in the most serene surroundings it is seemingly impossible to quiet our minds for any meaningful period of time, let alone trying to do it against the backdrop of our societal ADHD. But if you perservere, you will likely find that it gets easier over time, and that the quieting of the mind bleeds into your waking life and seems to mellow out the ever-present chaos of existence.

    The true purpose of meditation is to attain this bleeding over, to bring peace and contentment to our everyday lives rather than just during the times that we sit to meditate. Once you learn to stop reacting to everything– to your emotions and your fleeting desires, to external forces that demand your attention and energy, to information that is irrelevant and inconsequential– you find that existence itself becomes much more focused and tranquil.

    But what does this actually mean, exactly? How does one shed their ego and their self, to exist in a state of contentment in defiance of dukkha while still living a “productive” and meaningful life? Obviously, there is no simple answer to this question, if there is any answer at all.

    Shedding our egos does not mean giving up our individual identities, at least not in any meaningful sense. When we stop reacting to our every desire, we can instead reflect on the source of those desires and make a mindful, conscious decision as to whether satisfying the desire will meaningfully enrich our lives (or the lives of those around us). We can examine our sense of identity itself, and slowly shed the parts that have been sold to us by capitalism, tribalism, or mindless mimicry. We can reclaim the time and energy that we used to put into projecting a particular image of ourselves into the world around us, and we can simply be who and how we are. We can accept that this iteration of ourselves will inevitably die someday, and that most of us will die without having “accomplished” everything that we hoped to do, but it’s ok because those things didn’t really matter all that much anyway.

    Perhaps this is still too conceptual, so let’s be more specific. Take a few moments to build a mental “dating app profile” of yourself. Think about what you would put on that profile. Think about the photos you’d post, the words and phrases you’d choose, the memes or fads you’d reference. Conisder all of the parts of you that you would carefully curate to try to present an “authentic” picture of yourself. Then, think about the 3-5 word label that you would apply to that persona: earthy, spirtual hippie; broody punk anarchist; clean-cut intellectual; rural good ol’ boy… whatever.

    Now think about how many things you didn’t post because they didn’t fit that image… The band you left off your list of favorites because they’re too mainstream, the number of firearms you own despite being a progressive, your love of figure skating because it makes you seem effette. Think about how many experiences and ideas you’ve rejected outright because your perception of them didn’t conform to this image of who or what you should be. How much of the richness of life have you missed because you filtered it on your preconceived notions?

    Now, think about how many things that you did post could be removed while still presenting a “genuine” image of yourself. Are you the lifted truck you drive? Are you the poignant quote by Goethe you have tattooed on your bicep? Does your weekly volunteering define you? Does that meme accurately capture the nuance of your beliefs? Who are you, and why do you feel so intimately connected to these little trinkets and symbols?

    This is the beginning of unraveling your ego. Identifying these things doesn’t mean getting rid of them; you can still drive your lifted truck, you can still tirelessly quote movies in every conversation, you can still be whomever you want. But you should do and be these things consciously, and you should not feel the need to define yourself by them. As you truly learn to let go, you’ll find that you want these things less, because they no longer seem so integral to your sense of identity.

    Once you feel unshackled from your manufactured self-image, turn your attention to your attention. Where does it go? Does it dwell on missteps you’ve taken in the past? Do you relive your failures or foibles ceaselessly? Why? Does it focus on the thing you have to do next week, or the thing you want to do next month? How much attention do those things really deserve? Give them just that much and not a moment more. Do you doomscroll and lament the tragic state of the world? Are you going to do anything about it? If you are not (or cannot), be informed but do not dwell.

    Killing our ego is a radical act of self-liberation. The ego is the driving force for wanting more, consuming more, and still remaining eternally dissatisfied. It is the scared, angry voice in our head that interferes with our attempts to connect to other people, to cooperate and share and achieve great things for their own sake, rather than for the sake of recognition. It is our ticking countdown timer to annihilation, because it is terrified of no longer being an individual “I” when we die and it re-merges with the universe in some form or another.

    We are all slaves to our egos, and even lifelong practitioners of Buddhism admit that it remains a constant struggle after decades of practice. Few of us are able to kill it completely, but we can tame it. The relationship between Buddhism and anarchy may not be immediately obvious, but these ideologies are deeply intertwined. Taming the ego is essential to living harmoniously and sustainably. Every time that we pause and reflect on a thought, impulse, desire or an action, we can understand ourselves and our motivations more clearly and we can consciously decide how to proceed, to be truly autonomous rather than simply automatous.

    We have been conditioned by liberalism to be fiercely individualistic, and capitalism has arranged tidy little “identity buckets” to put us into so that it can market to us better. If you’re queer, you must proclaim it loudly; here, let us help you do that with a nice pride flag for only $9.99! If you’re a conservative, by golly you have to listen to this mindless stadium-pop country music; if you’re black, no you’re not if you don’t like lifestyle-obsessed rap. The conditioning is so insidious and so pervasive that most of us simply cannot recognize it; we regard this commerce as culture and think these are “conscious” decisions we make rather than preprogrammed feedback loops that we can’t break out of.

    Liberate yourself.

  • On the Cost of Living

    Let us re-focus on our core values. I recently had some personal exposure to the modern healthcare system, and as I witnessed the system in action I reflected on the sixth tenant of the Church: human life is not inherently sacred or special. I still feel uncomfortable discussing this tenet because it is so “taboo” and “radical” in modern society that it certainly makes the Church a monster in the eyes of most people.

    And yet…

    As I observed these dedicated hospital workers using the marvels of modern technology to treat an elderly patient– one who is very closely related to me, I might add, lest you think I am some apathetic hypocrite that would sing a different tune if it affected me personally — I couldn’t help but also consider the sheer amount of physical waste that is produced, the tremendous effort and energy that is expended, and the ultimate financial cost that is incurred.

    It is no secret that the healthcare system is tragically broken in the United States. People will lay the blame on for-profit insurance (rightfully so) or on the absurdly astronomical prices of healthcare goods and services (also very much to blame). But as with most of society’s ills, if we are to look at this dispassionately and rationally, perhaps we will realize that the underlying issue stems from our own personal behaviors and is simply excacerbated by a perverse capitalist system.

    Our societies– and Western societies in particular– are taught to believe that human life is the most precious thing there is. Outside of martyrdom, every major religion and philosophy asserts that human life is sacred. So that we can move past it, let me quickly point out the glaring hyprocrisy of our indifference to gun violence, poverty and famine, pollution, climate change, genocide, and the countless other preventable causes of death on massive scales… Let’s just focus on their stated ideals.

    Between these deep-seated beliefs and our own physiological survival instinct, we demand that medical science preserve our life (or the life of our loved one) at any cost and consequence… ventilators, feeding tubes, catheters, advanced dementia or vegetative, most of us will continue to prolong a life far beyond what is rational or compassionate. It’s not even the hope of a miraculous recovery in many cases, it is simply the stance that existence in any level of abject misery is still somehow preferable to non-existence. And so medicine has no choice but to oblige, and devises new pharmaceuticals and operations that will buy a few more heartbeats at ever-increasing cost.

    People aged 55 or older account for more than half of all health expenditures while being less than one-third of the population[source]; that ratio continues to increase as people get older or nearer to their end of life. Most studies peg costs for the final year of patients’ lives at around 20% of Medicare spending[source].

    Insurance, whether privatized or public, is a type of socialized risk management. Everyone pays into the system a little bit, so that when one person needs a lot, the system can use the collective funds to cover the expenses for that person. This is a sound strategy, but only when the use of insurance resources is lower than the amount that is paid in. However, as the population gets more unhealthy while also demanding increasing longevity of life, this creates a problem of solvency. Private health insurance rations care by denying claims or refusing coverage, whereas public insurance (Medicare) rations only by availability but ultimately passes on the rising costs to taxpayers.

    Now of course, insurance companies continue to post record profits, which indicates that even with the burden of increased demand, they are still exploiting the system to their advantage. UnitedHealthcare reported $14 billion in profit in 2024, so maybe discussing this in terms of financial burden is undue. Luigi did nothing wrong.

    Putting aside monetary cost, the healthcare industry is also grossly wasteful in terms of resources. Everything is disposable, everything comes in layers of packaging to maintain sanitation, things must be kept at specific temperatures during global transport and storage, items have exceedingly short shelf-lives for fear of denaturing, things are disinfected and laundered regularly… the list goes on. To try and estimate the carbon footprint of even a single overnight hospital stay would be staggering; estimates say the healthcare industry is responsible for 4-5% of global greenhouse emissions annually.

    Then there is the intangible cost of human dignity and comfort. Modern medicine is dedicated to “fixing” bio-technical problems and preserving life, with little regard for the quality of that life. It is only very recently that this has begun to change, with slightly more attention being given to what a “life worth living” means to each person. Atul Gawande’s Being Mortal is a beautiful exploration of the topic, discussing in very compassionate and personal terms the difficulties we all face as we (and our loved ones) near their end of life.

    To be clear, the Church recognizes that mortality is a difficult subject, and that our innate survival instinct and preservation of life are valid impulses. There is no clear answer to the question of the worth of a human life, nor do I even have a clear thesis to my thoughts on this matter. But reflecting on the amount of effort we exert and the amount of resources that we expend to potentially save even a single human life is remarkable… and very possibly unsustainable.

  • On Coping

    There is an anger within me. It’s an anger that seems like it can never be abated. It is an anger that is not only directed at the injustice of the current system, or even to the human condition, but at the sheer absurdity of existence itself. It is beyond dukkha, the fundamental suffering of existence; rather, it is an anger at dukkha, at the fundamental construct that this existence is suffering.

    It is an anger that I do not know how to overcome. In my decades of seeking answers all across the planet, I don’t understand how this rage does not consume everyone. On some level, I have assumed that we all must feel this way, and that we all find ways to cope through religion or spiritual practice or disassociation or willful ignorance. But the anger tinges everything that I see, and I have spent a lifetime teetering on the brink of breakdown regardless of what I have tried. It unravels every attempt I make to feel connected to the universe, to believe in the oneness of everything, to convince myself that there is a purpose to all of this.

    How can we find solace in any belief structure, whether it is an Abrahamic religion with the contrived promise of eternal salvation, or an Eastern spirituality or philosophy that portrays life as a temporary facet of an endless existence, or a modern simulation theory or even the scientific materialist notion that consciousness is an emergent abberation that means nothing and disappears when our brains decay?

    Every belief structure is fabricated and manmade, all the mythology and sacredness is borne of human invention, all defined by our limited sensory experience and our rudimentary grasp of the world. And all of these beliefs are created to salve the bitter truth of mortality, to give some sense of purpose to the purposelessness, some nobility to our suffering, some hope to our eventual disappearance.

    But what solace is there when we know that it’s all a lie? A placebo is useless when the patient discovers that it’s not actually medicine; how can any rational human continue to uphold their belief in anything, when even the slightest comtemplation reveals that they are simply fantastical stories concocted by other hairless apes, either to help soothe others’ mortal anxieties or, far more often, to control the weak and vulnerable?

    How do we cope? How do we witness the brutality of this world, the injustice, the deliberate infliction of pain and suffering on others, the merciless slaughter of millions of living creatures every single day while we await our own inevitable and unpredictable death?

    How do we tolerate the most sociopathic ascending to power, while we submit ourselves to subjugation? How can we hold compassion in our hearts when we see that theirs are full of hatred? How do we convince ourselves that it is “righteous” to tolerate their injustices, that the noble path is to radiate love even to those who actively seek to harm us for their own benefit?

    How do we believe in a loving god when we see so much suffering in the innocent? How do we find strength to carry the burden of our own suffering through this cold and uncaring universe, when we know that oblivion is all that awaits us regardless of what we do?

    This is despair. The loss of hope and purpose. If one does not regain at least one or the other, the despair can become literally unbearable and lead one to end their life.

    I wish I had an answer, my brothers and sisters. I wish I could deliver you from despair, to strike it from your hearts. The truth is that I continue to struggle with this despair– and the anger it creates– virtually every day. My coping mechanism is a cycle of all of the above: focusing on spiritual practice until it no longer works, then distracting and numbing myself until I no longer can, then attempting to simply “accept” it and compartmentalize it to make it through the rote mechanics of existence until that, too, is no longer sufficient.

    I can tell you with honesty that the times I feel most unburdened are the times that I am charitable. Helping others seems to short-circuit the brain and delivers a genuine abatement of existential suffering; whether that’s some evolutionary dopamine response to elevate our social standing and make us desirable mating partners, or it’s the finger of God rubbing our bellies for a job well done, I neither know nor care. It works.

    The other times I feel unshackled are the times that I am actively defying death. For all his many flaws, Nietzsche’s proclamation to “live dangerously” is perhaps his most cogent argument. There is simply nothing more life-affirming than fighting for survival, knowing that any misstep atop some dangerous crag or miscalculation in some perilous activity means an abrupt end to it all. It is a reminder of the fragility of this existence, and to live truly dangerously requires an acceptance that you may die at any moment, and you must be OK with that even as you fight with every morsel in your body to survive.

    Either way, we must cope. Because the alternative is oblivion, and we’re all headed there anyway for all of eternity, so why not experience this brief flicker of mortal existence for as long as we can? And why not try to do some good in the face of crushing despair, just as a sort of “fuck you” to the cold, indifferent universe and the cruel, uncaring god?

    Fuck you, universe. I’m radiating positivity.

  • Complacency is Complicity

    NOTE: Except in rare circumstances, the Church will not discuss or comment on current affairs or politics. The Savior Self is committed to personal evolution and spiritual revolution. For more topical discussions, please check out Slay Your Masters or Tyrants Tremble.

    This essay sheds the pretense of the Church and speaks directly to the people of the United States, and anywhere else that far-right populism is rising. But mostly the United States.

    Watching in bemused disbelief is not enough. Name-calling is not enough. Waiting for the system for magically fix itself is not enough. Late-night talk show barbs are not enough. Calm, centrist pontificating is not enough.

    The time to act is now.

    It doesn’t matter if he’s trolling. It doesn’t matter if he’s incompetant and may not be able to fulfill his agenda. It doesn’t matter than there’s in-fighting and fragmentation in MAGA-land. They will fall in line. They will see our tolerance as weakness and seize upon it. This is not a time for compassion.

    News organizations are complicit. Social media is complicit. Corporations are complicit. The corporatist left is complicit. We are at a point where it is nearly impossible to list all the avenues of attack on our freedom, our rights, and our basic human decency.

    This is not a drill. It is not alarmist overreaction. It is not 2017, with an unprepared buffoon fumbling around. It is 2025, and the ultra-rich psychopaths are tired of maintaing any facade of humanity. They have closed ranks and pledged fealty to a madman and his puppeteers, if only to watch the world burn because they are bored and they think they are immune to the consequences. We are frogs in the pot, and we have very little time left before the flames are cranked up.

    It is time to sacrifice. Sacrifice your comfort. Sacrifice what little safety you may have. Sacifice your job. Stand up for what is right.

    Organize now and get in the streets. And don’t get out of the streets until things change.

    Shut it down. Tear it down. Become ungovernable. Become threats. We have very little left to lose, and everything to gain.

    They cannot be immune.

  • On Compassion and Its Opposite

    In its most simplified version, the one-dimensional political spectrum spans from individualism on the right to collectivism on the left. For now, let’s ignore the horseshoe model and various two- and three-dimensional models that add much-needed nuance to real-world ideologies. Let us also certainly ignore party labels, because those are largely irrelevant to the current discussion; we will, however, refer to right-wing ideology as conservative and left-wing ideology as progressive, and the reasons for maintaining this distinction will hopefully become clear.

    Right-wing ideology champions the individual above all else. In its lofty rhetoric, “the individual” represents each and every person; conservatives proclaim to want liberty for everyone. However, this is achieved by each person prioritizing their own liberty above all others’; this then ostensibly results in everyone being “free.”

    Of course, everyone being free also means that weaker people– for whatever definition of weakness– are free to be subjugated, since they are “free” to accumulate strength (physical, monetary, socially) in order to defend or retaliate, but if they do not then they are freely choosing their subjugation. Hierarchy is liberty.

    This is not a misrepresentation of the ideology, although it is a simplification. In its purest form, conservatism is about preservation and ascension of the self. The individual is the ultimate subject, and the “me” is the ultimate ultimate subject. This is Neitzsche’s will to power, and Rand’s objectivism, and modern Libertarianism, and virtually every other right-wing philosophy.

    This is why right-wing ideologies view compassion and cooperation as weakness. It is why they choose to represent nature only as inherently savage– which it is, but that’s not all that it is.

    This, of course, creates tremendous contradictions in the proclaimed ideologies of “religious” conservatives. Despite its overt patriarchal and hierarchical structures, Christianity preaches compassion and unity and love of one’s fellow men. But right-wing sociopolitical ideology demands ruthlessness and selfishness, not only as necessities but as virtues. Christianity– as all Abrahamic religions– is inherently a “slave” ideology, where humans are meant to be servants of god. Conservative ideologies extol “master” ideologies, with oneself at the top of the pyramid. But this contradiction is never acknowledged, and conservatives resolve their cognitive dissonance by simply tokenizing their religion and ignoring its actual beliefs.

    Through this lens, conservatism makes sense, at least for those at (or near) the top of the hierarchy. Wealthy men percieve themselves as “alphas” or, at the least, prospective alphas. Insofar as it exists, “community” is transactional; interpersonal relationships are structured to maximize one’s own benefit, and any act of generosity or compassion is typically calculated with a selfish motive. Women are objects of conquest, a testament to the man’s supremacy in securing a desireable mate; they are also servants, kept safe and provided for by the man in exchange for their submissiveness. Racism, ethnocentrism, and nationalism are largely just convenient tools for manipulating weaker individuals to consolidate power under the alpha.

    Why these ideologies appeal to those who are not wealthy men near the upper strata is a complicated mix of indoctrination and self-delusion.

    Empathy is often associated with mirror neurons, which are specific cortical brain cells that are thought to be responsible for processing the emotions and behaviors exhibited by other people into feelings and concepts to which we can relate. Since conservatism generally discourages empathy, it seems plausible that these neurons remain underutilized, which might explain why conservatives are generally more susceptible to lies, misinformation, conmen, and grifters, because they physiologically cannot determine the trustworthiness of the source. This could also explain why the most successful right-wing grifters are media personalities rather than authors, since audio-visual emotional manipulation is far easier and more effective than the written word, and since the targets are unable to recognize what others would consider blatantly obvious disingenuousness on the part of the con. These are merely hypotheses; I can offer no scientific evidence to support it.

    It should be noted that this is not a blanket indictment of everyone that may identify as conservative. This is an analysis of fundamental right-wing ideology, which is generally labeled “far-right” or “right-wing extremism.” As with everything, there are gradients and nuances, as well as misrepresentations and co-optation that conflates all religiousness or patriotism with conservatism in order to make right-wing ideology seem more mainstream; similarly, there is misrepresentation from the left that paints any degree of right-wing alignment with far-right extremism, and vice-versa on the right.

    As one drifts further left on the spectrum, this belief in “self above all” becomes increasingly diluted as more and more consideration is given to others. Center-right and center-left ideologies may disagree on the balance of individualism and collectivism, but they generally agree that some level of both is needed. But left-wing ideology ultimately reflects that the good of the collective– whether that’s a community, a society, mankind, or all living creatures– is more important than any one individual, even the self.

    This is the crux of the label of progressivism in contrast to conservatism. Right-wing ideology champions the individual human as the peak of “evolution” (or divine creation); any attempt to suppress unbridled individualism is against the natural order (or divine law, even though as we discussed, this is a glaring contradiction). Thus, the aim is to conserve traditional ways of life, which are percieved as more natural or more aligned with divine ordinance; this means rejecting modern globalism, multiculturalism, “manmade” equality through protection and assistance of the oppressed and underprivileged, and the tyranny of government that attempts to perform these actions by regulating our increasingly-complex world.

    Left-wing ideology aims to impel our species beyond the natural order, towards a post-individual future where human intellect has conquered the savagery of nature and we can choose compassion for our fellow beings. This is the choice to supress our more base instincts and the selfish aspects of human nature in order to work together as part of a larger organism, to sacrifice some degree of ourselves– our liberties, our labor– for the well-being of others, with the understanding that they will do the same for us. By choosing cooperation and love over competition and selfishness, we reduce conflict and struggle and radiate a positive energy into the universe.

    Choosing compassion is not weakness; it is a deliberate action that overcomes our nature and takes far greater strength than succumbing to fear or anger.

  • On Pacifism, Passivism, and Militancy

    The Savior Self was born of a time when the tide of fascism appeared to be ebbing and liberal democracy was once again the order of the day. Thus, the Church adopted a stance of passive exclusion against the current order; that is, rejecting or ignoring the current system as much as possible and focusing energy on building parallel structures of governance.

    But the ebb did not last long, and once again the global threat of fascism is fast on the rise. Far-right groups have recently made huge electoral gains in Germany, Austria, France, the Netherlands, and Romania, and the United States has also ceded all three branches of government to far-right extremists with an overtly fascist agenda.

    So perhaps it is time to reconsider the stance of passivity.

    Passivists may be choose to ignore these threats and their unquestionable consequences, and accelerationists will, by definition, be pleased with these events, as they misguidedly believe that once conditions get to some undetermined level of awfulness, the masses will suddenly self-liberate and an anarchist utopia will last forevermore.

    The passivist stance of “deliberate uninvolvement” will surely result in tremendous harm happening to people and to the planet. Autonomy is also the precise antonym of fascism, so efforts to establish parallel structures of self-determination will almost certainly be met “unfavorably” by fascist regimes. It is simply not an option to “tune out” for the next four years and hope that things will get better on their own. This is unequivocally irrational.

    If we wish to secure a better future– even only for ourselves and our “opt-in” intentional communities, if not for the world at large– we must actively oppose the rise of fascism. This is particularly true since fascism and nativism will only continue to rise as climate change creates scarcity and instability.

    In considering our opposition, we must then decide how we wish to engage the fascists. The Democratic Party has proven itself to be staggeringly useless, time and time again. They have failed the American people for decades, but their gross incompetence over the past decade appears almost deliberate. We simply cannot believe that they, along with a few remaining “moderate” Republicans, can thwart even the most extreme goals of the far-right at this point. Their self-labeling as “The Resistance” during Trump’s first term was farcical, to say the least. The respectable people in suits will not protect us.

    This is to say nothing of how the “political left” has allowed the American people to become so uneducated, misinformed, and indoctrinated over the last half-century. Two-thirds of the country either actively voted for fascism, or felt so alienated that they took the passivist stance and chose not to vote at all. But that is ultimately a topic for another time.

    Relying on our established system of government, with its vaunted checks and balances, is also a losing strategy. Totalitarian regimes do not care about rules, and they most certainly do not respect norms or traditions. It is now far too late to rely on established rules and precedents to prevent the rise of fascists to power.

    They already have the power.

    In fact, they have all the power across all three branches of government. Any opposition that could be mounted is ineffective, as they are intent to dismantle the government as fully as possible, and to do so at such a rapid and chaotic rate that attempting to use the “system” to prevent or undo the damage will take far too long, and the damage will be done. We saw this during Trump’s first term, but now they have had nearly a decade to plan and prepare for this.

    Protests are ineffective, even where they are not already being criminalized. Organizing a group of well-intentioned Liberals to try to make clever posters, go chant at a building for a few hours, pat themselves on the back, and then go home accomplishes precisely nothing.

    Public protest serves two key purposes: to shame the offending parties, and to energize your base to promote further action. But shame wields absolutely no power in modern politics, or really in modern society in general. And the Left has consistently failed to capture their base’s energy for anything other than fundraising.

    Even sustained, large-scale movements repeatedly fail the Left, although they do produce results for the Right:

    • The Iraq/Afghanistan protests saw continued escalations of those conflicts and did very little to sway public opinion outside of liberal circles
    • The Tea Party movement was coopted by the Republicans and resulted in a surge of electoral wins of farther-right candidates
    • The Occupy movement was ignored and then ridiculed until it fizzled
    • Trump’s candidacy was itself just a performative protest against status quo politics until it, too, was embraced by the Republicans and led to the enduring MAGA cult
    • The Women’s March achieved a temporary fashion trend and nothing else
    • The BLM protests and their escalating civil disobedience did ultimately achieve some short-term concessions and reform, but most of those have been rolled back (or will be very soon as authoritarianism goose-steps back in)

    Time has run out for the Left to learn how to abandon purity tests and identity politics and to translate grassroots movements into meaningful electoral victories. With the legal and less-than-legal suppression of public protests and the continued inefficacy of the “free press,” there is even less chance of peaceful protests having any impact on policy or public sentiment.

    Certainly, there must be some threshold that impels the centrists and the moderates to abandon their steadfast faith in the “system,” to admit that sticking to high roads will not save us from savagery, and that gentle rebukes and thinkpieces about the parallels to historical fascists are not enough to stop the barbarians who are now well past the gates.

    What option then remains? The resolve to become truly ungovernable? Widespread civil unrest? Sacrifice of what little comfort and security we have? Political violence?

    Yes.

    If the threat to our democracy is this dire, we must all fight back accordingly. We must meet savagery with force. If the nationalists intend to imprison and deport millions of people, we cannot stand by and watch in silent horror. If the oligarchs plan to fully take us back to a feudal state, they must be stopped. If the theocrats want to strip us of our bodily autonomy, they must be neutralized. If the tyrants are moving to oppress us further, we must cut them down.

    There is no more time for inaction. No more time for civility. No more wringing of our hands and hoping that some vestige of the establishment will stand up and save us. Extremism must be met with extremism.

    This is far from virtuousness, but it is necessary.

  • On the Persistent Allure of Fascism

    We here in the United States find ourselves once more in the throes of overt fascism. Right-wing extremists, led by a textbook strongman persona, have won a decisive victory in our federal elections. Their explicit agenda is to dismantle the federal government, place plutocratic lackeys in the highest position of power, deregulate private industry, suppress our bodily autonomy, abolish freedom of the press, further destroy our education system, isolate the country from the global community, institute a police state with no accountability, swiftly conduct mass deportations, institute radically conservative Christian theocratic policies, and generally inflict greater pain and suffering on the lower classes regardless of their race or creed.

    This is their explicit agenda.

    And they won resoundingly.

    [EDIT: For accuracy, the final vote counts show that the Democrats only lost by about 2 million votes, and that voter turnout was much closer than originally reported immediately following the election, when this essay was first published.]

    By all accounts, Trump had only marginally more voters than in 2020, but Harris and the Democrats had substantially fewer votes than before, almost 20% fewer according to early numbers. That means that 1 out of every 5 people in the United States who opposed Donald Trump in 2020 then decided to implicitly support him and his even more radical agenda four years later.

    Let us set aside the vileness of Donald Trump himself; Trump, the most boorish, mush-brained, sleaziest, physically weakest and most mentally unfit, crassest, egomaniacal, megalomaniacal, and transparently psychopathic criminal to hold elected office. Let us ignore the individual and instead use a placeholder strongman: one who identifies powerless scapegoats for the country’s problems, uses violent rhetoric, promises to have solutions for all– literally all– of a country’s problems, glorifies a nostalgic past that never existed, and speaks in absolutist terms about “evil” and “enemies.”

    Why does this strongman persona continue to intoxicate people of supposedly modern and intelligent societies? Why do Christians abandon the compassion and pacificism taught by Christ and instead fill their hearts with hate and anger? Why do citizens vote against their own self interests, ignore verifiable facts, and happily accept unfounded propaganda and admitted lies? And why does the opposition demand ideological purity from its candidates and refuse to build coalition and take small gain victories?

    There will be thousands of thinkpieces written this week about why this happened. Conservatives dug in their heels when they were continually ridiculed and looked down upon. Religious radicals embraced the false messiah that will nevertheless usher in their desired theocracy. The rust belt continued to feel ignored. The progressives sat out as a protest to the genocide in Gaza. The leftists are still betting on accelerationism to somehow magically propel them into power at some indeterminate future date. Bad messaging. Unlikable candidate. Disinformation. AI. Fox News. Russia. They will all stop short of calling out the core, uncomfortable truth.

    We, as a species, are all idiots.

    All of us. You, reading this. Me, writing this.

    Even the most educated, most traditionally intelligent amongst us are shockingly vulnerable to facile manipulation tactics, to groupthink and self-delusion, to inconsistent beliefs and irrationality. None of us see ourselves for what we really are. None of us introspect deeply enough and honestly enough to understand our motivations or the consequences of our actions.

    We are all indoctrinated from birth into this system that discourages critical thinking and reinforces our desire for hierarchy. Grown-ups, gods, coaches, officers, judges, bosses, presidents, priests. We are taught to revere and defer to those in positions of authority but only when that authority is upheld by force, either over our corporeal bodies or our eternal souls. Authority by knowledge or subject matter expertise doesn’t seem to hold much cache.

    We are conditioned to trust “the system” for justice, no matter how frequently it fails us, how obviously it is stacked in favor of the rich and powerful, how consistently it is blatantly against people of color and marginalized groups. We watch as billionaires amass obscene amounts of wealth and brazenly flaunt their power and influence in our faces, and we parrot the same angry memes and missives on social media rather than taking decisive action. We are more informed than ever and yet more docile than ever towards the horrors of the world.

    This is what we are as a species. Space exploration and quantum theory doesn’t change the fact that we are stupid, angry, semi-autonomic creatures driven by our limbic systems and our herd mentality, and that we will happily cede our autonomy at the first chance to any self-proclaimed “alpha” who exudes an image of strength and promises to take care of us.

    Nearly all people are content with these passive, routine lives. They want to be given some semblance of free will, some predefined set of choices from which they can craft a personal identity. They want stability and predictability, to do as they are told and to progress along the traditional milestones of life with their prescribed belief system. The desire for novelty and “Nietzschean danger” varies from one person to the next, but very few fall outside of a thin band of deviation from this.

    And so the ones that rise to power are the most psychopathic amongst us, those that lack empathy and know well enough to ignore criticism and ridicule and shame and decency and to simply persevere in their egoistic will, because eventually they will addle enough of our weak minds that they will amass power, and then they are basically immune to consequence.

    The experiment of liberal democracy is really still just that– an experiment. It is one that requires us to become fully-formed individuals, well-versed in critical thinking and capable of making informed, rational decisions based on indisputable facts. It takes work and makes us confront difficult truths. It either leads down a path to nihilism, or it requires tremendous effort to attain a state of spiritual enlightenment, where one can unify with everything without requiring a patriarchal godhead.

    Capitalism made this virtually impossible. By rewarding ever-greater production, it created a system in which people had no choice but to devote the majority of their waking hours and their energy to labor, depriving them of the luxury of time and energy to learn and think and analyze. By rewarding ever-greater consumption, it created an increasing number of “comforts” to salve our discontent, just enough to keep us committed to the system but not nearly enough to nurture our souls.

    So, as Marx observed, we have become alienated and feel the loss of our innate humanity. We are discontent, living in a state of constant stress about entirely fictional constructs– such as the economy– and entirely real tragedies– such as genocides and the destruction of our planet.

    Recent surveys show that younger generations are skewing significantly more conservative, likely in large part because they recognize– consciously or otherwise– that the current consumer capitalist system is bereft of any spiritual meaning and is also rapidly making life materially worse. So many turn to religion and extreme conservative ideologies, lured by curated propaganda that makes the sacrifice of liberty seem like a noble decision, to willfully subjugate themselves in service to a higher calling. Young men are enticed by the promise of privilege and young women with the promise of virtue, and both with salvation in some contrived eternal afterlife.

    And the left has failed to offer a compelling counter-narrative. They have ultimately become an ideology of identity politics and hedonism. There is no spiritual salvation on the left; there is only science and intellectualism. Life is meaningless and nothing happens when you die, so you should do whatever you want while you’re here. This is incomplete.

    Fascism and ultra-conservatism will continue to rise to power as our material conditions get worse. And our material conditions will most certainly get worse as fascism and ultra-conservatism continue to rise. As people remained uninformed or misinformed, as our rights are taken away, as consumption and is accelerated for the benefit of the elite class, as environmental collapse leads to increasing instability, so too will people become more desperate and more incapable of the self-actualization that is necessary for our liberation. And so we will continue to flock to the next psychopath that promises to save us from the last one.

    God, we’re fucking stupid.
  • On Building Mindful Communities

    So you’ve decided to seek the path to liberation and enlightenment with the collective strength of a community rather than all alone against the forces of the entire world. Great choice! But building an intentional community is, in itself, nearly as difficult as escaping the subjugation of a sleepwalking society.

    As with the tenets themselves, the Church of the Savior Self condones all prescriptive teachings; we must each walk our own path, replete with pathfinding and obstacle avoidance. More plainly, the Church has no answers, because we believe the only answer is that each person determines their own actions based on reasoned contemplation, or what may otherwise be called mindfulness.

    Every community built on the mindfulness of its members will be different, and therefore there is no universal blueprint for what the community must be. However, the Church can offer guidance on some important ideas that are generally foundational to all communities, and should be considered by individuals wishing to found an intentional community.

    Communities generally develop organically over time from people interacting with one another and finding spaces where they fit, like pieces in a puzzle. Healthy communities typically foster diversity across beliefs and traditions, insofar as those beliefs don’t interfere with each other’s goals (see On Tolerance). But an intentional community must be less organic and more designed; the parameters of the community must be discussed and debated at its inception and vigilantly enforced throughout its lifespan.

    That doesn’t mean there’s no space for diversity. Diversity is as crucial to community as it is to nature; homogeneous groups and biomes do not fare well on an extended timeline, and it is only through diversity that we can adapt and grow. However, even the most anarchic communities should establish a baseline definition of what the community is and– more importantly– why it is.

    It is also important to recognize the duality of human nature; although we aspire to be a communal, unified collective both within our communities and across the world, we each contain rich internal worlds that must be nurtured as well. It is therefore important to define spaces and practices that foster individuality, solitude, and privacy.

    Let us examine these simple concepts in greater detail.

    Common Goals

    The ultimate goal of the Savior Self is to find modalities for living that are more harmonious and yield a higher “net happiness” than our current liberal capitalism. But harmony and happiness can each have vastly different definitions to different people. Thus, each community should begin with a concise thesis. As in writing, the thesis should be definable within a few sentences and should serve as the immutable foundation for the community; although strategies, tactics, and even specific goals may change, they should all be in service to the community’s thesis.

    If, for example, the thesis is to reduce harm to all living creatures to its least possible extent, every decision within the community should consider this underlying goal, even if it cannot realistically fulfill it. Simply put, the thesis is the “intent” of an intentional community.

    This may seem so facile as to be unnecessary, but it is perhaps the most important aspect of developing a mindful community. Every member of the community should– or really must— accept this foundational tenet as a non-negotiable truth, and this should be enforced. Any action that is opposed to this thesis should be prohibited; any decision that does not at least indirectly serve this goal should be carefully reexamined.

    When we contemplate ourselves deeply and truthfully, we will find that we each hold contradictory beliefs simultaneously. As a basic example, the desire to reduce all harm to its absolute minimum is challenged by the desire to maximize individual liberty; if someone’s definition of Tenet Four (‘reducing all harm to its practical minimum’) wishes to use their liberty to inflict (what we may consider) unnecessary harm to another, we must deprioritize one belief to support the other: we must either idly allow this harm to happen (inaction being an action unto itself), or we must impose rules or consequences to restore the aggrieved and prevent future harm. Either way, we must decide which belief or ideal we value more. The cumulative effect of several– or dozens or even hundreds– of individuals attempting to reconcile these contradictions can quickly lead to conflict and disharmony within a community unless a priority is clearly defined.

    Thus, even if a community wishes to uphold several theses as its immutable foundations, the theses should be defined within a hierarchy that allows the pursuit of a single, topmost goal to override the others.

    Beyond the core thesis or theses, the community should agree upon all of its goals as the parameters upon which the members operate. Is the community seeking isolation or federation? Is justice restorative or punitive? Does the community foster hedonism or asceticism? Regardless of the level of governance a community chooses to enact, having a set of well-defined goals ensures that all members agree on the most fundamental aspects of their chosen home.

    To be certain, a community should have multiple explicit goals. It is important to define these goals specifically enough for them to have meaning, rather than becoming ineffective platitudes or leaving so much room for interpretation that conflict may arise. At the same time, however, the goals should not be so rigid that they impede progress, nor should there be so many goals that they become dogmatic. It is a difficult but important balance to strike, one that will most likely require patience, spirited debate, and multiple revisions.

    Common Practices

    The community’s practices includes those deliberate actions that are in service to their goals as well as those that are the basic logistics of daily life. What are the community’s rituals and routines? How are chores and duties handled? Are meals communal, and does the community impose dietary restrictions? Are issues that affect the broader community decided via consensus or committee?

    Even in the most anarchic collective, some baseline of interpersonal norms must be defined and agreed upon in order for a community to operate. Practices should be defined in adherence with the community’s goals and, as with the goals themselves, should not be proscriptive. The founders should calculate the value of each defined practice based on how strongly it supports the community’s goals as well as broader harmony amongst members versus how restrictive the practice may be, and whether the community could support its ideals without codifying the practice.

    Ultimately, participation in a community is intended to be actively opt-in; that is, members of the community make a conscious decision to join the community. Thus, a community is subject to the same “market pressures” beloved by capitalists and libertarians alike; communities that define either their goals or practices too rigidly may not thrive if people remain unconvinced of their value and decide to leave or not join in the first place. Conversely, communities that do wish to adhere to a strictly-regulated method of living are free to do so, as disinterested parties will not join and only like-minded members will remain.

    Clear Intents

    Conflict arises from misunderstandings. If goals and practices are not well-defined, they are subject to interpretation, and differing interpretations can lead to disharmony. If we are to promote a truly consensual modality, it is vital that every member clearly understands everything to which they are consenting.

    Communities should establish a charter that clearly defines its theses, goals, and required and recommended practices. The charter should make effort to define each item as specifically as it needs to be and no further; that is, it should minimize the possibility of divergent, good-faith interpretations without descending into tomes of legalese. Once again, this is much more difficult than one might assume.

    Of course, bad-faith actors can always argue semantics or word choices no matter how detailed the provisions are. In such cases, communities may choose to assemble an ad-hoc committee to review the situation and render a decision. Yes, it sounds like court, but in most cases it should not require all of the complexity that a modern judicial system entails, if most everyone is operating in good faith.

    Bad-faith actors should also be addressed personally to identify the root cause of their behavior; in some cases it may be a personal grievance, whereas in others in a more fundamental disconnect between their personal beliefs and those of the community. Mediation or counseling may be helpful to re-align the community and the member, but it some extreme cases, it may be discovered that the member is not a good fit for the community.

    Shared Spaces

    Modern society has largely eliminated the idea of community. In all but the smallest of towns, people are systemically conditioned to avoid and mistrust their neighbors, to keep to themselves, and increasingly to forego even communal commercial spaces to enjoy private consumption at home. Inhabiting shared spaces is depicted as a nuisance, inconvenient, or a symbol of lower economic status.

    The reasons for this are very clear. Consumption is far greater when every individual demands ownership of their own thing instead of going to a place with shared things, so there is more profit to be made. Almost every modern apartment has in-unit laundry machines; hundreds of tons of machinery that sits unused for 98% of every week because people have been taught to believe that the slightest increase in convenience justifies mindless consumption. The same is true for movie theaters, coffeehouses, public transit, and virtually all retail sales: we are indoctrinated to believe that we must have our own home theaters (with a curated firehose of content for our every whim), espresso machines (typically with single-use pods that produce literal tons of plastic waste), and cars (idling in gridlock traffic and burning hundreds of gallons of fuel a year); everything else should be delivered straight to our doors within two days from the other side of the country, once again while consuming countless tons of disposable packaging.

    The other reason is that individuals are far easier to control than collectives. Coffeehouses were the de facto scene of the cultural revolution of the 1950’s; better to have people safely in their own homes, consuming online content that is carefully curated by profit-driven media empires, or is otherwise closely monitored by companies and the government alike. Individuals feel more isolated and alienated from society, which culminates in a complacency with or resignation to the problems of the world; of course it also leads to a rise of extremism and random violence, but that’s a small sacrifice we must make at the altar of infinite consumption.

    Community is not a spontaneous phenomenon; it is the result of conscience action. Establishing shared spaces reinforces the interconnected nature of our species and promotes conscientiousness, empathy, and flexibility in thought and action. By using shared resources and occupying common areas, we feel that we are a part of something, rather than apart from everything.

    Fostering shared spaces within your community– and, ideally, with your broader community beyond your commune, no matter how seemingly-incompatible their beliefs may be — is perhaps the single most important element to nurturing our humanity and returning to a state of harmony within our world.

    Shared spaces can be either functional or recreational; kitchens, laundries, gardens, game rooms, and dining quarters are all obvious candidates for communal areas. Although they typically promote sociability, shared spaces must not necessarily be social; libraries, workshops, and art studios can also be shared, even if community members generally work on their own projects or studies.

    Of course, shared does not necessarily mean singular, particularly for larger communities. Shared spaces and facilities should not cause perpetual inconvenience from lack of availability; the more essential spaces like kitchens should account for the fact that most people generally eat around the same times every day, and capacity should be planned accordingly. For less frequent or urgent spaces such as laundries or lounges, members may be expected to adapt their schedules to accommodate a practical capacity.

    Solitary Spaces

    Despite our inherently social nature, humans clearly also require privacy, possessions, and space for introspection. Members should be given ample, dedicated private space that belongs only to them. There is a sense of refuge for even the strongest extroverts when they can retreat to a place they know is their own, which they can decorate and organize as they please, and in which privacy is fully respected.

    Similarly, there can be common areas where solitude is gently enforced, such as meditative gardens or isolated areas of the property which members can use without being bothered by others. Whether access to these areas is structured via a schedule or simply with an “in use” indication, such spaces can help members feel greater “ownership” of the community by not confining their personal space only to their living quarters.

    Conclusion

    Looking at this framework, we see that it largely resembles any other modern social structure: charters, laws, juries, public works, private property. These modalities are integral to a functioning interpersonal community of any size, and are not wrong unto themselves. It is only through their poor execution and the corruption of those in power that these constructs become a problem.

    No matter how optimistic one’s view of humanity, it is hard to envision a complex system of interpersonal relationships that does not require mediation. Pure anarchy does not seem like a viable strategy for a stable and harmonious community; in fact, there can be no community without defining it and providing perpetual effort to nurture it.